Csab - sorry your levels are going up and having to do insulin. Are you going OK now with the injections?
hj1981 - that is great that your levels are good! I wish mine were better....
I am really up and down with this GD thing. It hasn't helped that I have been sick, but even though most of my levels are below the 6.7 thing (and morning fasting always OK), I've had a few over and they started to talk insulin again. This was after the other Diab ed woman three days before said I was going well and diet alone would do it. I've had a few meltdowns about the whole thing as I feel like having a level in the 7's shouldn't be such a big deal a few times a week. Surely there is some margin for individuality about it all. It has also been hard being so sick and stressed and I know that puts levels up. Anyway today I decided to have the day off testing after I got held up at the hospital without my testing kit and when I got home I thought bugger it! I ate some chocolate and I'm not going to test again until tomorrow. I'm so sick of *****ing my finger and feeling stressed about the results. Feel naughty, but my mental health called for a rest from the stress today!
Anyone else ever have a day off?
I'm guessing you're in the public system? Isn't it annoying when you see a different doctor every time and each one tells you something different. I expect to do the Dr shuffle in a public hospital, but within the one clinic you'd think they would have a consensus on treatment!
Sorry to hear you are feeling down with all of this, I do know exactly what you mean though. I equate the finger *****ing with getting on the scales each morning and having that determine whether you're in a good mood that day, or a not so good mood. Except instead of doing it just once a day, you have to do it four times. It sucks!
I haven't given myself a day off, but I did give myself a meal off a couple of times. My birthday was one such occasion, I felt it was fair enough. On the topic of chocolate, I have found I can eat a bit, I just have to make sure it is only a small bit. I've found the chocolate they sell at Aldi a godsend. It's called Moser Roth, and comes in different varieties. The best thing about it is you buy a block, but it's made up of 5 individually wrapped portions of about 25 grams each. So not a lot of chocolate, it doesn't get my blood sugar up if I eat just one, and it eases my chocolate cravings. If you stick with dark chocolate (the mint choc one is beautiful) then all the better because dark chocolate is low GI. Maybe try one of those and test your levels after that. If they are ok you could work it into your daily rations!
As painful as having GD can be, just remember you will soon be holding your precious bundles and it will all be worth it.
Blackorchid, I found I could get away with eating a little chocolate too
csab, sorry to hear you are on insulin hun. Just focus on the end result. Like Belfie, I gained nothing after starting insulin. But then again I didnt really gain anything the whole pregnancy.
hj, glad to hear your BSLs are super good
Thecolourbrown, it sounds like you've had a bit of a rough trot lately.
AFM I had my postnatal GTT the other day and I am pleased to say I am officially again diabetes free! YAY. . . I was sooo worried it as going to show I was getting type 2, but all is good
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MamaSpice - WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO that is truely FANTASTIC news!!!! so so very happy for you!!!!
thecolourbrown - im a guilty one of having a day off here and there! im no expert and i honestly don't understand enough about GD but i honestly don't see a problem with a day off exspecially if mentally you need it! you need to look after yourself and this whole finger p****ing IS stressful! i know how you feel
*sneaks back in too*
firstly... OMG mama spice I am soooooo happy for you!! Pls bring me good luck for my test tehe, I've gotta do it in a few weeks time; wish me luck!!
Csab - so sorry to hear the insulin has been upped already, how is it going? Please don't beat yourself up because truly it's not your fault at all
Blackorchid - Ooh I used too have that choc too, it was yummo!!
Thecolorbrown - pneumonia you poor thing! I hope you're feeling better now.
Hj1981 - how are you going? Sounds like your BSL's are great, I'm pleased for you.
As for days off, I must admit I didnt do any full days but I did do meals here & there -- some were special occasions and some I just plain forgot to take my BSL kit out somewhere with me lol I agree that everyone needs a break sometime and it's not gonna make that big a difference in the scheme of things (unless you Ate like whole bucket of sugar ha!)
Mamaspice - how great that you are Diabetes free! That must be such a relief. I hope I will be in the same position.
Csab - how are you going with the insulin? Have you gotten used to giving yourself injections?
Hj1981 - thanks for the support! Glad to know it isn't just me!
Blackorchid - thanks or your support as well. I am in the public system at the Royal Women's, which actually has been pretty good care, especially when I was admitted - the midwives were fantastic, I felt really well looked after.
I am feeling a lot more cheery after seeing the Diabetes Ob yesterday. In contrast to the diabetes educators (who were the ones either confusing or freaking me out) she was fabulous. She said it was stupid to not eat for 2 hours post a main meal if I was starving and actually that would have been affecting my sugar levels negatively. She was completely behind the idea that there is an individual path for these things and if I have always eaten every hour or so then that is fine. Thank god! I was always counting down the minutes until I could have something to eat again. She also said as I've been so sick it would be affecting my levels, but she was happy with them anyway so no insulin for me! I feel annoyed about the Diab Ed people. I knew that my diet was really healthy and changing the way I eat would have an adverse effect and I think I was correct. Yesterday I ate when I felt like it and all my levels where great. I just get big spikes when I don't eat and then have too much (which I never do under normal circumstances). Probably why I failed the GTT in the first place. My body is just not made for fasting!!
She said it was fine I had a day off (not that I ate anything bad, I just didn't test). She was so nice and understanding. I also had a scan and the baby is doing really well, not fat at all (in the 60th percentile), so I feel a lot calmer. I might still have to go on insulin by the end, but I feel much more in control of it all now and trusting my own feelings for it.
Hope everyone is doing well. thanks for your support when I was feeling down!
Hi ladies. Can I join you all? I found out last Wednesday I got GD. I was going to write last week but I needed to get my head around it. I didn't react well . The thought of *****ing my fingers also scared the hell out of me but I've been doing it since yesterday and its not as bad as I imagined. The diabetes educator said my levels need to be 3.5 to 6.7. My reading have all been between 4.6 and 5.8 so I'm happy with that. I have to see the dietitian tomorrow then hopefully I will have more of a idea of what I can eat
Thecolourbrown, it sounds like you've had a bit of a rough trot lately.
I agree that everyone needs a break sometime and it's not gonna make that big a difference in the scheme of things (unless you Ate like whole bucket of sugar ha!)
. The thought of *****ing my fingers also scared the hell out of me but I've been doing it since yesterday and its not as bad as I imagined. The diabetes educator said my levels need to be 3.5 to 6.7. My reading have all been between 4.6 and 5.8 so I'm happy with that. I have to see the dietitian tomorrow then hopefully I will have more of a idea of what I can eat
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