Wondering if I should take insulin?

[juz]

Hi all you lovely shelias...(it is aussie day after all!!!)

A bit of history first....

Im about 10 weeks with bub no. 5.

My first kiddo I didnt have GD with. (hes 15)
2nd I did have GD. ( shes 6)
3rd I didnt. (she is 5)
4th I did. (he is 3)

Both times were controlled by diet quite well, and on wakeing my readings were always under 5.

This time round, my readings are vary rarely under 5 in the mornings, and are a bit higher all round.

I really, really dont want to go on insulin, even thogh I have to say I dont know much about it at all.

Im currently about 68kg, and never been overweight.
Babys were all healthy and the biggest I had was 2nd at a bit over 8 pound, ( sorry, kinda stuck on the old weight... I can "see" it better in my head)
so no big bubbas to worry about at all.

My thinking is that being just that bit over is just a number and if my diet is well controlled there really shouldnt be an issue.
I will unfortunatlly will have to have a cs.... (another story all together) So bub will have to come out early.... though not as early as Drs will like, but,
been there before and wont be letting any one take bub out before Im ready!.

So wonder what your thoughts are about refusing to take insulin and any ramifications you could give me some info on would be appreicated!

Thanks