Christmas eve I'm hoping some friends will come up and I'll take an hour or 2 away from the hospital to have dinner and a wine

Xmas day will be bittersweet. I will be spending the day at the hospital with my only living son. I'm so grateful he's here for xmas, but a bit upset we are in hospital. Ronald Mac house are putting on a chrissy lunch, so I'll eat there with the other Mums that are stuck here for xmas too.