Dr Andrew S.lutzkin (I'm guessing without the dot that'd be censored...)

He heard how unhappy I was with Amelia's birth and how I blame myself, and basically told me its okay to feel that way but don't for one second blame myself as I am now. I really needed to hear that, much as I didn't realise. He told me I was "allowed" to be p**sed off - in those words He also cuddled a baby doll through most of our chat because Amelia handed it to him and was watching what he'd do