Sending many birth blessings to both DotFace and Sunnylove! your babies are so close to earthside now!

Sunnylove: i think it is completely normal for the past trauma to rear its head. i know that it played alot more on my mind at the end of DD3s birth than it did for DD2s birth. something about having had such a fantastic birth with DD2 almost made it harder to believe that i could get that again. i think as well, after coming out of a great experience after trauma there is the grief and realisation of just how tough it was that traumatic time ITMS.