Oh Mel . Of course you still 'belong' in here. I can't even begin to understand how traumatic your birth was for you. I mean, I know the details, but I cannot even begin to comprehend it in any real sense. I did notice how hard it was for you to talk to the MCHN. Your little man is only 2 months old, your birth is still very fresh. I think time and talking about it when you are able to will help. And I am always, always here for you - you know that xx

Thank you for the warm welcome everyone .