Thank you guys, all your advice is very appreciated. That's why I love this thread. I think I'll hold off having any decision until after the nice long 12 week appointment. Whilst its definitely helped to see a little baby and its heart beating I'm still a bit numb. Only to the pregnancy tho... Weird I'm doing internal cartwheels of joy at the thought of getting to experience holding and sqwishy newborn again. Maybe it's just 7th pregnancy boredom? I'm also looking forward to watching it move.

Ahhhhh sorry for my rambling


Hoti: love that you are in a better place. I'd love to read some of your affirmations. I've never written or read any before.

How are things Arcadia??

SJ: thinking of you.