Ohhhh bella talk about the suspense now, I'm going to hold off watching until I can watch on the big computer in HD and have a good cry! I can't wait.

Hoti I get the *casual comment but it not being the right word **** not sure how to to describe my other births but this probably best fits. I'm trying to think about planning more this time but just draw a blank.... Too early maybe?

Have NEVER had a photo taken of me in labour, I ask DH if he could please take photos and some video this time and he said 'no way, as if you'd want that' and I said' we'll actually I really do, and I change it to - you will take photos and some video this time it's important to me' he said 'oh ok' so fingers crossed. I've never had a 2nd midwife at a birth in fact my midwife didnt make it to my Homebirth but do they take photos for you if you ask them, I want a total hands off and NO ONE talk to me when I'm birthing so couldn't they take photos?