Thanks so much
I can't live like this for 6 weeks so am going to take some time and listen to my music and try and calm down . This was supposed to be such a peaceful time connecting with the baby , getting birth space ready ect. I need to get my head back into that nice calm space I was in
I have been journaling and getting it all out .
Have a meeting with birth talk coming up to try and heal some damage from my last birth
Hopefully they will have some strategies for me to help with this birth as well
I'm am so so terrified of birthing in hospital again
And being separated from my baby so have alot to work though :-(