Hey tegam, I must have missed a page before when I responded to you about waiting. I really feel for you honey. Cos I think it really really impacts mums ability to cope. I remember santosha was a mess when she went to 38 weeks, and to start I was quite dismissive in an unintentional way, kinda just thinking that since she was only approaching 38 weeks it couldn't possibly be as distressing and difficult as it was for me once I got to 41+ weeks. But you know, it really was. Because that was when she hit the place where she had no expectation that she would still be pregnant. So hugs. I hope you didn't feel in anyway dismissed, and I am holding you in my heart. You can do it. Trust yourself I you are worried about your baby.