stoked i think this is normal for a pregnancy after loss and when you have other kids. Molly didnt seem real until the second she was born! I felt like i was making it all up before then...


on the other note...please please please lean on your MW...this is exactly what you are paying her for and why we choose to have homebirths. If id had someone to lean on with Mollys birth there is no way things would have ended up like they did!