Ash - you describe the feeling so well and I'm def not done going by that. Maybe my head will win out over my heart in a few years! I hope you don't have too many more tears to shed for this bfing journey. Your poor bbs and poor you! Is there much improvement?

Cassius - so explain it to me, are you coming home to Oz for the birth or staying there? And at what point, if you are?