Another lousy night here. Ugh. Occasional "real" contractions, constant back/leg/hip achiness, PMS cramps, and up to pee every 45 min. I know all of this will help in the end, even with getting in the right head space to look forward to labour, rather than up against it. Right now I'm still in the "I don't want to do this again!" mind set.
DH took the kids to church this morning so I'm home alone to rest. His parents, who are our babysitters for this birth, are gone today, so I'm hoping that nothing else changes for the next few hours anyways. I'll see my midwife tomorrow afternoon, and I wouldn't be surprised if she does a stretch and sweep. That might get things moving over here. I did a bit of a check myself, and it seems to me that I'm about 2cm dilated, cervix somewhat effaced, very soft, still well back though. Baby's head is nice and low. Baby still has lots of room to move, and is still pretty active. I'm guessing right around 7lb - not too big, judging from how things feel. We'll see how accurate my guesses are.
I'm hoping to get a copy of Ina May's Guide to Childbirth from the midwives' library tomorrow. I find that book is so helpful for getting into the right mindset. Currently, I'm kind of scared. Silly, I know. I've had good experiences, and short labours, but I'm really looking up against it right now. Probably the lack of sleep is a factor. If anyone has some encouragement to offer, I'd appreciate it!