Diamond-girl - firstly you need to give yourself a break! You feed your son for seven months and overcame a lot of difficulties that others can't - you should be so proud of yourself! Yes BF is great but don't beat yourself up if it's not working for your family situation. Having said, if you really want to continue, have you tried ringing the ABA's helpline about re-lactation? It is hard when everyone is pushing you not to BF esp when there are difficulties but you should rest assured your son is fit and healthy because of you now and in the future.