Mad B - I know... think I'll just tough it out.... I was just thinking aloud.

WBM - For a while I was so desperate to be UTD again, that I considered stopping BF'ing..... but then like you said, this is a pretty precious time and so I decided to enjoy it. It is so precious.

Doesn't mean I don't want to TTC though... how did you have yours triggered? Just curious.

And OMG - in a way that is like a dream for me to get to 21 weeks pregnant and find out ( only cause then the time to worry is less) but in reality I am a super early tester and wouldn't have it any other way. Feels normal, a 21 weeker is a decent size, plus the placenta and amniotic fluid.... blimey. Luckily it wasn't a cyst or cancer... feels normal. Luckily she wasn't sent for an x ray or something. And by 21 weeks there would be no HCG... but presumably you could still tell by a BT?

Tubbles - everyone is so different with this stuff. And waiting that long for AF is NOT something I want to do.... Yikes! My little eggies are not getting any younger..... can anyone hear the tick tock of my biological clock? LOL.

But the other thing I have to balance is any future pregnancies will have the same precautions that I had for HB and I am fast realising, being on "rest" will be very much different and harder to do with HB around.

One of the ladies in one of the threads has a 3 month old and has just gotten another BFP. She's happy, but a bit blown away. My obs says though he has a surprising number of women come in for the 6 week check already UTD.

Anyway,better go. Love your thoughts, and I appreciate that you share them with me.