Hey girls,
See if you can help me...

We have DS after 6 years of TTC, one year of ICSI and one miscarriage. We have had the most wonderful BF relationship. Before DS was born I was completely commited to BFing and would have been devastated if it didn't work. Thankfully, it did work! I couldn't have imagined it being better, I have love spending this special time with him. Love love love BF! I always aimed for 1 year, which is very soon.
Okay, now my dilehma. We want to TTC #2. When I am home he has a feed morning and night, to go to sleep during the day plus maybe one or two other feeds. He loves his 'boom boom', so cute when he says it too . If I am at work I don't express but feed him in the morning, when I get home from school around 4 (at the latest) and then to go to sleep for the night. I have had 3 AF's, which were getting regular but then during school hols DS feed more and they went funny again.
So, a part of me wants to wean soon...like slowly starting after he turns 1 in 2 weeks. The other part of me isn't ready and another part wants to have another baby! I am starting acupuncture again next week. Going to give it till the end of the year, if no luck back to FS for our frosties (by which time I will have to give up because they won't allow you to BF and cycle). I guess I am thinking if DS is going to be our only one, I want to BF for as long as possible....
I don't even know if this makes sense...sorry...
Any advice please??? I think Marcellus went through a similar thing (sorry if I am wrong hun??)
Rach xx