I think DS is slowly starting to wean.

He's pretty much stopped his night time feed before bed. He might have a sip or two, but then will roll around til he's asleep.

He likes to hold a bottle of milk while feeding, & will swap between the two.

He's starting to put himself to sleep on occasion with the bottle.

He's treating boob more like its a special treat, lol. He comes up, has a quick drink (if that) then kinda kisses it, says 'mmm, aah' & wonders off again.

He is back to feeding once over night. Had stopped that & he was sleeping through til DH went away from work, but hopefully that'll stop again soon. Once the change sinks in.

He still loves his boob, & refuses to admit that its mine. But I'm starting to see it. It might take another 6 months or more, but it has started.

I'm finally not terrified of it. I was so scared to stop feeding him, as my PND had me believing that once that was over, there was no need for me any more. I think I'm finally past all that.

I'll be sad when its over, but I'll be happy at the same time

I know its still a fair way off, but I'm ready! Whenever he's ready, I'm ready

I think I've come a long way after the problems feeding my girls, my problems in the first 6 weeks with him, my persistance, my refusing to give up purely out of guilt & to prove to myself that I can do this!

I think I'm ready, lol!