Oh Trish, I am so sorry. I also know exactly how you feel. I am sure I will have mentioned before that Jack self-weaned at 14 months when I was half way through my pg with Tom. I am sure it's because I stopped producing milk too. I really had wanted to get to 2 years so I was very disappointed, and also sad because when we had our last feed I didn't know it was going to be the last one. But on the plus side, he did initiate himself which is a good thing and I am very much enjoying feeding Tom so at least it wasn't the end of bfing in total for me. Well done on reaching the 2 year mark. I am sure once you are bfing again you won't feel sad about Tehya's feeding being over any more.

Take care hun.