Please help if you've tried to wean but then started again.....


Ive enjoyed my baby so much and have loved breastfeeding.. but i decided it was time to start weaning him being 10 months (mainly from other people's influence). I started to give him formula during the day and only breastfed at night to put him to sleep and also gave him the early morning feed around 5ish, than he'd have a bottle aswell..

He has been sucha content baby, until i went away for a week and decided to stop altogether. I gave him a dummy to get to sleep and he cried lots but i figured that was normal and perceviered with it...

Now 2 weeks later he is very whingey all the time, and im an emotional wreck!

Since ive stopped breastfeeding ive lost a lot of weight and im very slim again, which is what i want..but my milk hasnt dried up yet, im still producing..

I have been feeling really down and really feel like ive lost a connection with him...
Last night he woke at 2am and i put him to my breast, and he got on and went to sleep.

Should i start again, i think i really want to... i should have never stopped? Has this happened to anyone? Can anyone help me?