ah good morning sweet ladies!! I havent been able to get on here to write a long message! been busy with work!! hehe yay! i really do love working. feeling very proud of myself for getting somewhere in life, iykwim.. im 21 and never held a proper job for references etc. i was getting scared of getting to an older age and not having any references or experience!.. sometimes i feel like a bit of an idiot but. like when i dont know things or get it wrong. but of course ive only been there 4 days... but still! guess im a little bit of a perfectionist. when my pay comes into ill be feeling very happy i think...

SO personals....

Amy! would ur dad really inherit you? probably not eh? my parents were ballistic when iw as pregnant with Shanelle. as my mum lives in Sydney i rang her thinking shed b excited! boy was i wrong, she was cryyiiinngg and ringing me off the hook! and i was on my way to my house to tell my dad and i got there and shed rung him already to tell him! so he was a bit u know weird n said he didnt think i should do it, but didnt push the subject. love my daddy... anyway mum still went nuts n said she wishes she was here to take me to a family planning clinic so i could "make the right choice". sometimes im glad shes in sydney!! they got over it though obviously! then the 2nd time around i told my nephew who was 8 at the time! and i went on a holiday, and he goes to my dad " Grandad.... not saying she is... but what would u say if Jess was having another baby? not saying she is though....." lol so then my brother told me he knew. but he didnt care! he was happy. and i texted my mum to tell her.. which is bad but meh! then because she was going stupid again i ignored her for a month or 2.....

anyway moral of my story! lmfao... is i guess once the initial thought has settled in he will be sweet! but i understand the not wanting to actual do the first bit!

Kirra- haha my internets went fast again yesterday!!! i had downloaded too much at the BEGINNING of the month!! so had to wait AGES for it to go fast again! i swear ill never do it again just because i had to listen to brendie whinging about it!.

and thats super sad about the worker picking on those girls! what right does she have? did u say anything to her about it? imagine if one of those girls over heard. Its very hard to be a young mum without discrimination. and theyve gone to a place so they can be just another mum, not just a young mum....

Sally - ooo ur getting some pampering today?? i suppose getting ur eyebrows ripped off isnt really pampering... lol.... yeah im also another blonde whos starting to get feral!! luckily my best friends my hair dresser! does my hair 4 freeeeeee... hehe.. shes freaking awesome! i have to black spots under my hair on the sides! i LOVE IT... often get called a skunk though! hah.... and whats a xmas card swap?

WOW i wrote alot lol....