Hi MurrayCod, how are you going? Have you had any positive news from your FS? Are you still on the Pill? I also have been put on an antagonist cycle (my first IVF attempt). My FS told me this time last week that I had to go on the Pill and then 2 days later said I wouldn't have to. So I'm not sure how you're going with that. I really hope that you're able to start today.

I've been really struggling with this whole thing. I come from a big family and none of them have had any problems. I get depressed or cry when I see my nieces and nephews (especially the babies). I saw a pregnant elephant on the telly this morning and I cried. It's ridiculous!

I've only told 4 people plus my folks as I'm embarassed that I can't do what everbody else in my family has done multiple times. Plus I feel like it's none of anybody else's business. DH's sister is having a party tonight but I'm not going because I don't want to be caught with the drugs I have to take. Also not much in the mood.

I've been angry since we made the decision to do IVF. DH doesn't take it well even though he knows I'm not angry at him, just at the situation. It doesn't help when I have to speak to rude nurses who treat you like you're an idiot. I've spoken with two lovely nurses but sadly have had to deal with more with the rude ones.

Is anybody else out there angry and just hating what's happening to them or is it only me? At least the injections don't hurt and are simple to do after you faff about washing hands and swabbing bits!

I wish you all a much better, healthier and happier (and pregnant) 2010!

Cheers
Moonflower