Bronze honey, I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time X
Hang in there, I know it's easy for me to say right now, I had an enforced break so I utilised it with FS to get some extra testing done, so I felt like I was atleast 'doing' something. During all those tests, we discovered I had NKcells, which pretty much prevent a pregnancy. Mabey you could utilise this time to get some extra testing done too XXXX
Good Luck