Re the crinone - if it gets too bad you can always ask for progesterone suppositories. I used them in the *ahem* other hole and they were sooo much better.

And in relation to not thinking the worst - you know, in some ways I think that's what helped me through it. Because if I imagined the worst, and could work out in my mind how I would navigate the future if things didn't work out, then I felt less anxious. I feel I wasted so much time and energy feeling crap about infertility while I was doing IVF, and worrying about if it would work or not, that now I'm on the other side there is a big black hole where I should have been enjoying myself.

But the TWW - yeah the pitts. Chocolate chocolate chocolate!!