We're starting to get very angry and depressed, because we can't see any point to life without children. So we keep trying even though it's probably time to give up. Not sure if we should keep inflicting psychological damage on ourselves or just give up and live out our meaningless days watching TV and being stabbed emotionally every time we see a child or someone asks us when we're going to have kids or a friend or colleague struts by with their huge belly, or else take up sky-diving and hope that one day the chute won't open. People keep telling us we should have counseling, but that can't give us children so there's no point. Or we get told to subscribe to the IVF newsletter from our clinic. We did that for awhile and got tired of all the stories of people getting pregnant. As if that would make us feel better.

Ok, sorry for the rant. But that's the only option we have left.
So sorry you're having so much trouble, Justjuice, we may be in the same boat soon when we start IVF. I'm 39, too. How hard is it to see pregnant women and women with babies when it just isn't happening for you. It's killing me, too. I don't know what to say. Just (((HUGS))) and try, as hard as it is, to never lose hope.

I'm new here so not sure how to respond to everyone else on this thread except to say good luck and hope you have your BFPs soon