Hi A and R and welcome to BellyBelly

I am very sorry to hear of your struggle and losses I remember feeling like you are and thinking 'Im 21, why am I having to start IVF'. The TTC journey can be incredibly cruel and heartbreaking.

Im sorry that IVF is your next step but hey, it might be the final piece in the puzzle of getting your baby too . Where are you located? Perhaps you can try another clinic that doesnt have the waiting list the one you are looking at does.

Fingers crossed you get your forever bub soon