sorry to hear you've had a rough trot with all this ttc business

I have ET on 4th Feb, so am about a week behind you - and already driving myself insane.... just been researching crinone side effects cause I'm trying to work out if its ME going crazy, or the medication!!! looks like it's not me after all!!!

anyway....

here's the LTTTC TWW thread = https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...it-8-a-173099/

and here is he general LTTTC & AC = https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...2012-a-176555/

there's also some LTTTC after miscarriage and loss threads you may like - I don't have the links handy, but should be easy to find

this is the best thing I have found since TTC and I am so glad to have a safe place to talk about it - as I feel so isolated IRL (in real life) and like you get sad when people announce they're preg, or complain about their babies, or have babies or.... just anything baby really!!!! I want to see friends and family, but at the same time, I don't want to, I can't bring myself to arrange 'hang outs' with friends, so I rely on others, and everyone is busy, so I feel even more isolated.

BB has really helped that feeling, I can talk about it, and other stuff, without feeling pressure to hide what is actually going on. I don't need to pretend anymore.... I can share the photo of my embryo and be excited about it, and share my sadness if it doesn't work. I can ask questions of others who have been here, done that.... and can actually give advice, not just listen... but they can do that too!!

I am so much richer for having found my place here in BB, I hope you do too.
xxx