Wow thanks for the support ladies, means alot.

HotI - Thank you, I'm keeping everything !

Pholi - Thank you for the warm welcome and congrats to you and you other half on your bfp! Your story gives me hope I will be sure to check out those other threads suggested by you and Myturn (thanks so much lovelies). I think you really hit the nail on the head when you said "I think when you have fertility issues, you lose faith in your body's ability to do what it's meant to.." I try to be positive but not too much in case i jinx it but it's so hard to forget past disappointments. Ahhh mixed emotions...haa haa! Pholi your kind words really touched me thanks again and goodluck with your next phase

MyTurn - Thank you, It's been a bit of a battle but we're heading in right direction so that's a positive! Yes i'm very pleased I chose to participate in BB, i felt so much relief after getting my thoughts out. OH BTW Trf was 2nd Feb NOT 5th Jan (see I am going crazy)! LOL so we are only a few days apart we can be crazy together. Speaking of crazy...yeah the crinone is definitely the cause of the wild emotions but try to keep this in mind so it hopefully doesn't make you too mad. I had a lil laugh to myself amidst the tears I thought to myself wow these meds are really messing with me. I know how you feel I've been making excuses not to go to family dos too, but yesterday I went to a family dinner and it was actually not so bad once I got there, took my mind off things for little while. Keeping my fingers crossed, toes and everything crossed that everything goes well for you