And so the LTTTC saga continues...

[vic261]

I had a really sleepless night last night. I kept wondering how a day 3 embie was in my uterus when it should in theory be in the tubes still. I believe that its a day 5'ver but not really good quality. I ovulated Sunday and even if it wasn't fertilised till the Monday that should have at least made it a Morula. I called the clinic and spoke to the lab. She said that she was at the lab when they bought the emby back in and she said they were all shocked and had not seen it before. She was lovely and asked how I was coping and I said I was still pretty stunned by it. And she said what are the odds???

They cultured the emby but come knock off time it was not doing so well and this morning only 3 of the 8 cells are still viable. We both think that its not going to make it. She said after all the commotion of yesterday they sat down and discussed it and they all agree that it was declining in my uterus. She said basically the same as I did that it should have been a blast or at least a morula. She was super positive that it was a good thing and said at least I know I can conceive I just have to have the right embryo. She also said it was great to put in two really good blasts in that environment. She said that she would ring the director when she was about to finish work and see if he wanted them to progress but she said even if it picked up it would not be suitable for freezing.

The nurse with me yesterday called me this morning to see how I was and to see if I wanted to talk to anyone. I said I was ok and that knowing it wasnt going to be viable helped me. She said she barely slept for thinking of me.

I feel sad that the emby is not going to make it, but in a way more relieved its not if that makes sense. If it was blaring along and they took it out I would have been crushed. But to know that I can conceive is a weight off my shoulders. DH reckons the bottle of wine that he drank the night before wouldn't have helped the emby, but being 41 year old eggs doesn't help either. It is what it is.

I will keep you all posted.

[myturn]

Totally get how it's kind of a weird sense of relief that it isn't doing great. I really hope the two in you are the ones xox

[juniper76]

Wow! It's hard to know what to say to all of that! But it sounds like it bodes well for your two blasts!

[murraycod]

Vic this is one hell of a story to tell the Grand Children......
I hope you are feeling ok, I'm glad to read that both of your snowbabies thawed well, rest up and take it easy for a while X
I'll be stalking you in the TWW.......again *blush