Yeepee! I never thought I'd be so excited to pick up the drugs and needles!
Today was my FS appointment and the IVF nurse appointment to arrange my new cycle for January 2012 and to pick up my drugs. I never thought I'd be so excited and dread what's ahead, at the same time. After months of mentally preparing for it, the time is almost here. Eeeeek! I am so scared that it won't work but I'm so excited at the prospect of being pg again. IVF cycle 3, here I come!!!! I'm hoping and praying I will find myself in the 2WW finally!
I'm excited too! Pick up mine on Wednesday. Feels like I'm actually doing something to rectify the 'problem'. But it feels weird to be excited!
Good luck. I hope it goes well for you.
So excited for you missm and myturn, I will have my fingers crossed for you that your cycle goes well.
I am reading your posts about picking up your drugs and I am counting down till I can pick mine up in january and I am getting excited to.
Baby dust to you both :-)
Sounds like there will be a few of us doing a Jan cycle, yay!!
MummyNaomi, all the drugs are in the fridge and every time I open it I get excited. Not because I'll have to turn myself into a pin cushion but because I'm definitely on my way! Thanks hunni xoxoxo
Thanks ReeRee! I've been stalking you a bit, can't wait for some good news from you hun!
kerbear, I'll hope your journey is a short one towards your BFP xox
Me to since I have yet another friend tell me today she is pregnant and I am struggling to find the strength to cope, the only thing I do know is we have our chance in January. Hopefully I can join my other 3 very good friends as a new mum next year.
Baby dust to you all
I think that's a great way of looking at it hun. It is a brand new chance and I really do believe when they say 'it only takes one'! It is really hard when friends all around you are getting pg, but just think hun, when you get pg, there will be others that will feel the same way you do now. It's just a matter of time before your little one finds his/her way to you! xoxo
Goodluck honey, DH and I are talking at the moment and looks like we will be using our snow baby next month as well so we might be in the tww together! xxx
picked up the drugs on wednesday, but then was overwhelmed and sooky - wasn't expecting that because I had been excited for the cycle to start. now it's just morning waiting and taking the pill - which is weird in itself - so apparently I can drink next week.... and I just feel so overwhelmed and tired.
sorry to hear you were having trouble with your friends new Kerbear, I too find it difficult at times - I wish I didn't need support, and i wish I could keep my mouth shut and not need to talk to people and tell people what's happening (not that I tell many, but there are a few, and I can see they feel sorry for me and i don't like it)
just another 'dip' day for me - guess that's the rollercoaster of IVF.
hope you're feeling better kerbear
Just a quick update from me....I've picked up my meds on 19/12 and they have been in the fridge since then. Silently I am crapping my pants right about now, as AF is due on the weekend and I'm supposed to be injecting on day 2 me thinks.....I haven't actually read all the literature the IVF nurse gave me cos I'm just starting to freak out a little! lol. You'd think this was my first cycle I just don't know how my body will take all the drugs 3 years after my first cycle......I'm crapping myself just thinking about that first injection pen as the previous one I had was all loaded up (gonal I think) so I just had to click on my dosage. This time the pen is different, I have to load the cartrige....what if I can't? The nurse showed me only once and I was like, yeah, ok, looks easy, now I'm freaking out
Where are you ladies up to? Anyone started the Jan cycle? How's it going myturn??????
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