I have 6 children (plus 2 angels), and i still have that uncontrolable feeling that i am not yet complete....
It breaks my heart to think that i will never grow another baby in my belly, birth another child into my arms, and although it is something that will always be on my mind, my husband and i are finished having our family.. I am finding it difficult accepting this decision, it was made by my husband, i dont feel like i am finished, i feel like my womb can bear at least 1 more baby...
Yes i am very greateful for all my children, yes i love them all very very much, even the days that they drive me crazy i still love them... I just have this feeling that i cant seem to overcome... But for us it comes down to money, my husband i guess isnt totally final on the idea of having more children, he was the one that wanted a large family, its car size that is the driving factor in his end to our family making...
So i have given away all the baby clothes, just have to sell the bassinett and the bouncer....
Good luck in what ever you decide to do....
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