Thanks soul, my mum said the same!!!!!!! ITs funny though because i have always been the strong one and have always been able to just suck it up and get on with it! But not this time, poor DH didn't know what to do so he just held me while i cried and cried and kept telling me how much he loved me and that it will all work out!!!! Deep down i know i will cope and i will love my bubba but there is just soo much to be considered! Especially the whole birth part. This is when i lost it, i asked my doc about going trial of scar or VBA2C and he wasn't keen on the idea!!!!!
It tore me apart, i can't cope with another c-sec. But i listened to his reason and i understand where he is coming from but i will be pushing my knowledge on him and will be speaking to the midwives also. I have done my research and i know the stats! Considering i have had 4 successful vbac's with no sign of uterine rupture, my odds are pretty good. IT literally only changes from .07% chance of UR from first c-sec to .09% chance of UR after your second c-sec. I think these are good odds and i will be going for trial of scar as long as bub is in a good position! He said that at the end of the day if I choose to go in when i am in labour they will obviously support me but i must be aware of the risks!!!!

So i am aware and armed with info to take back. I feel much better since i have made this decision, but of course it is in the back of my mind that if needs be then of course i will have a c-sec, i just hope and pray it doesn't come down to that!!!!!!

Anyway thats enough from me on that topic. It is sooooooooo cooooool that lea got a BFP thats another one of us increasing our family!!!!!! Must e getting close to your turn soul !!!!!!!!
Have you found ways to get some privacy yet????

Anyway Dh should be home any minute so i shall jump back on later hopefully! Oh soul i posted in the feeling like a failure yet again this lady's journey to having a VB after 3 c-secs it is awesome and i cried its just pics and her story that flashes up but i thought it was soooo awesome. Anyway if you have time check it out.

Cheers
Kat