Well DH said he doesn't want us ttc till at least next October, poo hoo! He siad he wants to let Pheen be the baby for a while and then I can have my way with him, mwah ha ha ha!!!I wanted to start ttc now but I do see his point and he thinks I wuld be stressed out to much with 2 kids under 2 and that I can enjoy each baby sepratley if I let them be the baby for at leats the first 2 years. I cant argue with that as I dont want to feel stressed all the time and without a spare hand, not fair on the babies or my dh and my relationship because I will never have time for just him and I .


So I will have to enjoy everyones else pregnancy.


I feels so sad now.