Sharon I was thinking about you alst night and I remember a time that Hanna who is only 10 was havng a really ahrd week and she and I got into an arguement about her attitude and well, it all got blown out, on her behal;f of course, but she walked right out the door, yep slammed the door and just kept walking, my hubbie had to chase after her and she came bacl screaming at me I just want to die. I had forgotten about that , but your talking about lissa made me remember. So Hon I am soooooo here for you, its hard, but each day can be so different cant it?

Lea, she is being ok now, mum that is, she knows to wacth herself ir she will not see us for a long time again. The alchol is killing her and I cant do a thing.