Well i am finally admitting this will be me in just a few short months. I'm not sure how im going to cope.

We have already bought a new car. 7 seater Ford Territory. And we've also just bought a new house that we'll be moving into in around 4 weeks. It's only a 3 bedroom but we will be adding on a 4th bedroom in the new year.

The only thing i'm concerned about is how am i going to look after a newborn while attending to the needs of 3 others. DD will be at school, fair enough, but i have to get her there and pick her up which will take 30mins there and 30mins back after we move, at least until next year when she'll start at the local primary school. We don't have any family near by to help. DH works 12 hour shifts, 6am-6pm. He gets most of thursday and all of friday off which i am so thankful for but for those 3 days where he's at work...I'm starting to go bonkers just thinking about it.