Oh Hun. It just sucks in a big foot- stamping, sweary, shaking-fist-at-the-universe kinda way. And one that well and truly merits a big cry. I wish I had wise words. Or even ones that would inspire optimism or peace. But I fall short here and all I have to say I wish it were different for you, I'm here if you need a friend and I'm crossing absolutely everything that those frosties become a big fat belly and a beautiful bundle or three in your arms.

As for the job.... go for it. You deserve to be rewarded. To feel like you're still moving even when LTTTC is holding you in one spot. To get a kick out of being the amazing and capable woman that you are.