oh JoeSpratt - I'm gutted for you, for us both. I wish we could give each other a hug. I've had chemicals before and had symptoms, it's just a part of the cruelty of it all. Whereto here for you? I feel the end of the road but I don't want it to be, not sure where to go next. Seeing the FS next week as a review/follow up but I suspect he'll just say my chances are not good now. Life sucks sometimes, I feel the most terrible I've ever felt. Big hugs to you JS xxxxxx