oh im sorry your all worried. Hopefully your levels will rise and rise.

I know how you feel about the 'person upstairs', between my genes and my DH's sperm i wonder sometimes too.
As for giving it a natural go, some ppl frown apon it but honestly what are we supposed to do??? The most natural feeling for a women is the yearning to mother a child and it does not go away! And considering this technology is fairly new people have always just taken the chance. In my family i have seen bad cases, mild cases and no cases. Its a hard thing to do but i would do it if we could.
Have you had a meeting with Sydney genetics in the same office as SIVF? He is great and i think they can do a test on the baby at about 18-19 weeks or so.

Hope you feel better soon.
xx