Thanks to everyone for the support - it really does help.

Lulu - Thanks for the info on EPP - I will look into it and ask FS about it. I've got a list of Q's to hit him with.

Sara - I'm so happy for you! Wow! Fingers crossed you are now just one step away from a !!! I have everything crossed for you. When are you due to do a PBT? It would be a dream of mine to reach transfer & PUPO stage on this cycle. Funny you should mention that about the pill. My instinct was telling me it was the wrong move and I was really anti using the pill in lead up b/c I had read that (in poor responders) it can put your ovaries to sleep and make them even harder to wake up - I can only hope if this is the case now that it's temporary. My scan yesterday was to do a check before starting orgalutran so thankfully I haven't started it. I'm still injecting 450 and will go for scan again on Thursday to see what's happening.
The BT results were:
Est: 240
Pg: "Low"
LH: "Elevated but borderline"
My regular FN who I have a good relationship with wasn't in yesterday but will call me today and I'll be asking her all my Q's.
Thanks for your advice, I really appreciate it!!!

Dutchie80 - FSH of 9 is good news! I'm hoping it's good news for you the whole way through your next cycle! Thanks for your kind words too! My clinic thinks that upping the dose past 450 has no effect if I'm already responding so poorly - but I will ask FN again today.

I just need to go with the flow right now and not let myself slip into obsessiveness with this cycle (I hate when I do that!!) - I have acupuncture this afternoon, so hopefully he'll get me back to a calm place.

Hope everyone has a great day!