Going mad, going mad, going mad!!!!!! I hate the 2ww, it such a mindf**k.

Yay Saff - good luck for Thursday, chickadee, hope your lil one thaws absolutely beautifully As for the "O", the cramps are what I was afraid of and I know I definitely would be thinking along the lines of not a good idea. He'll have to survive a bit longer lol

N2L - I hear you on not having sore boobies. They are a tiny tiny bit tender but I have noticed that this varies a lot from cycle to cycle, be it ivf or natural for me. Don't know what this means, but surely with the amount of progesterone we are on, we can't have low progesterone? Ugh, I really hope your lack of symptoms/pms-y signs end up giving you a huge big surprise next Wednesday. Doesn't this just SUCK?

I am pretty much on a self-imposed internet ban (except for popping into these threads) because when I start googling, I alternate between freaking myself out and getting my hopes up. So I am staying away so at least I stay reasonably positive. I don't know how long the positivity will last for and I am trying not to read into ANYTHING, good or bad. I keep telling myself that people can be so sure that it has worked and it doesn't or so sure that it hasnt and it has, that how can I try and pick which way things will go, especially when really, what do I have to compare it with? One pregnancy 4 years ago? Or a miscarriage that started pretty much as soon as I got a bfp? So I am going to pretend I am clueless and hope it helps me through the next 6 days. DH has told me I'm not allowed to do any peesticks. Spoilsport - now he has to keep me entertained every minute of the weekend to stop me going mad.
Thanks for the input on sex and caffeine!!! I've closed up shop with poor old DH and I haven't had a coffee for . . . gulp . . . a week. And I would lie, cheat, steal ad kill for one right now!!! But I won't