Long Term AC chat thread #3

[nothing2lose]

Happy new year everyone

May it bring a sticky pregnancy for us all

Off to my first scan of the cycle... I have been stimming for five days. I feel strangely devoid of any hope

[Saffy]

Good luck N2L- why do you feel like that? Because of overall hopelessness or do you think the stimming hasn't produced any results? Sometimes when you think its not happening you get a pleasant surprise. Don't forget you only need one great embryo out of it all and if we keep trying we just might get it. I really hope this is your last stim cycle xx

Well I find myself on the pill, am I going backwards lol! Still eating xmas leftovers so the doet exercise regime hasn't started yet, hmmm is it going to?? Will be battling to shed weight while I'm on the pill well thats my excuse anyway.

[nothing2lose]

I think I feel like I am just going through the motions. I already know what the result will be but I have to keep trying iykwim. I feel a bit blurgh because my FS isn't here. So I feel a bit anchorless or something. Seeing different FS each time. Although the one I am about to see is the director of MIVF so I guess he knows his stuff ....

I didn't sleep last night so that's probably not helping.

Oh well...

[nothing2lose]

Five measly follicles...All under 11mm Another scan on Friday.

[Saffy]

oh bum, sorry N2L. I hate stim cycles, theres so many ways they can go wrong grrrr, stupid bl00dy scan! By Friday they should be bigger though so will cross fingers for you for lots of growth.

[nothing2lose]

Right now I just feel like giving up entirely. Not sure how much longer I can keep doing this

[Saffy]

yeah i can understand that..............sux

[Saffy]

but also you can't leave me here by myself

[nothing2lose]

No danger of that...as much as I would like to iykwim

It's funny hearing people say they don't know how they will cope if their first cycle doesn't work. I would love to have that sort of optimism :s

[Joeve]

I will be here too so no fear of anyone being left alone should someone graduate.
N2L sorry your scan sucked balls. Hopefully they hump along a bit for Friday x

[kerbear]

Nothing2lose- Is this where I should be having general chat about our cycles instead of the other thread or I am I still in the wrong place?

[nothing2lose]

Hey there Kerbear. This thread is for the gorgeous women who have had multiple cycles of IVF, etc.

The thread you are looking for is here - https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...ml#post3013854

Good luck

[kerbear]

Thank you, I found it finally just before, sorry I was getting lost and confused, thanks for your help

[nothing2lose]

Crappy, crappy scan

Had to go to big US place because FS couldn't see anything. I have 3 follies - 15, 15 and 13mm - on my right. Nothing worth anything on my left.

Just waiting for FS to work out plan of attack. It is cd11.

FML

[Miss.B]

Awww, sorry N2L! Not a fantastic result, but you could still have a couple of embies from that right? Or do they cancel the cycles if there is not enough eggs/not mature enough? Sorry hun, haven't been there myself but something tells me it might be me soon Hope the FS can come up with somethig for you. And remember hun, never ever give up hope even if the results are not what you expect. Just remember to give me the same advice OK? Big hugs

[nothing2lose]

Ok. Had my teary in the FS office. He was a sweetheart. He isn't my normal FS. He said, 'dont worry, I have a good feeling about this'. I hope he is a clairvoyant in his spare time and his good feeling is spot on.

At least all three are pretty even in size. They should all reach optimum size before pickup on Wednesday.

I just have to pray the all have mature eggs in them and they all fertilize

I NEED this to work this time

[nothing2lose]

Thanks Miss B.

I just don't understand why everything is so good on paper but then my response is so poor....i just have to pray the quality is there.

[Miss.B]

I'll be praying very hard for you hun. BTW, when I got my BFP with Cam (after I lost Josh) my FS said, I have a good feeling about this one......and he was right! I hope it's a really good outcome for you darl, you have been waiting patiently for so long, it's your turn now! xoxox