dutchie- i just want to wish you all the best for you cycle. i have everything crossed that you get an awesome result, i will be sticking around here to see how you go hun, i am still here supporting you all the way xxx

WLB- i am so so sorry that this wasnt your month, we are all here if you need anything xxx

afm- in case you guys havent read my blog, my cycle has been cancelled AGAIN!! i have OHSS and i am absolutely devastated and in pain!! i begged them to still do EPU and do a freeze all but fs said my E2 levels are too high, he would of done an freeze all if they were under 25000 but they came back at 28976 so he said no way!! so right now i dont know what we are going to do, this was suppose to beour last cycle, so we could move on with our lives and now we are stuck in this hell whole again, every ivf cycle i have done has been cancelled, i dont know if i can risk a 3rd being cancelled, but i cant walk away knowing i havent given it my all!! god i hate this, it wasnt suppose to be this way!!

sorry for the selfish post, just feeling really lonely and have no one that understands IRL