Ive missed you all, have been taking a break from everything this last week to get my head screwed on right.

dutchie - hoping everything goes well for you this cycle
wlab - yay for two bubbas on board. I am praying so hard for you xx

afm - we have our clinic appointment tomorrow with our specialist and the scientific director. We have decided that we will give it one last attempt and that will be it for the time being. We do definitely need a real break from all of this, our lives have been turned upside down, and i need to get back to being the real me, not just the shadow of the person who is depressed all of the time. So if this cycle (and any frosties) dont work, we will give it a rest for a year or two. At least thats the plan.
But one more ivf, so I need to throw absolutely everything into it - acupuncture, weight loss, i have changed jobs to reduce stress... I so desperately want this to work - at least to get to transfer so I have a shot at it.