im here. dont know how to write any of this without crying. Have just spent two nights in hospital heavily sedated for pain and panic attacks. At Day 3 we had 9 embryos at 6-8 cell, with 4 just lagging behind. This is after having 33 eggs at EPU. At Day 5 we had none. No blastocysts. No embryos. They checked again on day 6 to make sure that none had caught up but there was no growth.

I just went through the most agonising experience - again - for nothing.