Oh Ann I am so sorry hun... it is so hard not POAS sometimes, particularly when you start something new to assist you with TTC.... You get your hopes up and then you just feel like punching someone or something! Sometimes I used to want and go and have a full hysterectomy, so that i could never get my hopes up again.. or even remotely think i had a chance, ever.. our psychies and minds work in weird and funny ways when we are on this never ending roller coaster...

Look after yourself. You know where i am if you need me... leis xx