Long Term Assisted Conception Nov 2007 #2

[Shannon22]

Good Morning

Yay Ann on the two on board!! Snuggle in tight little ones!!

BG - Hope your feeling good hun and Emmett is snuggling in

BW - Stay positive i know its hard but every day you are one day closer to feeling great again! :hugs:

HI pitapata love the new name!!! When do you head off to London?

Well we see FS this afternoon... 80% think they are going to can this cycle, there just isn't enough CM
Saw the Acupuncturist/Chines Medecine guy last night and he thinks the FS shouldn't have let me go straight to FSH when my body hadn't recoved yet from the last cycle 2 1/2 months ago, But oh well too late now and at least i know ive tried DH wants to go on holidays to the US next May so wants to take a break from TTC until we get back...... 6 months is a long time So im hoping we dont cancel and i get this last go before we have to have the holiday vs IVF discussion. Oh well sorry for blabbering i guess i care more about this scan and potentially cancelling this cycle than i thought i did.

Have a great day ladies

[butterfly_warrior]

Excuse me for having a random vent this morning... I've just debriefed the entire last week or so in hospital in my journal, and it's helped a little, but not enough!

I'm just completely not coping with the idea of Christmas this year. There's also the realisation that our referral to our FS expires on the 14th... and I feel like I've got precisely nowhere! Sure, I've got 7 blasties in the freezer, but I'm not pg, not looking at having a transfer any time soon... And knowing that Christmas is coming, I have no good news, I'll hopefully have a transfer in mid-January before I return to work, but I won't be passed where I was with Caterpillar when we get to Caterpillar's EDD (20th of Feb), and I'm just completely not coping with any of it!

And the mere sight of a babydust/sticky vibes/BFP emote is likely to inspire homicidal tendencies in me today! GRRRRAAAAH!!!!!!

I think I'm at least passing through weepy and getting around to angry... I guess that's progress?

BW

[ann]

BW,
You have every reason to be feeling this way. Nothing ever seems easy does it.
Big hugs Darl.
Please excuse my signature
Ann

[butterfly_warrior]

Nothing at all wrong with your signature, Ann. I feel so much better for having a vent! I do hope those two embies snuggle in nice and tight.

My psychologist would want to shoot me if she were here - she's taught me to accept what I'm feeling, rather than fighting it, and in accepting, I find that it passes so much quicker... I've just been ignoring that little piece of advice for the last three weeks or so, but I'm back on track now.

BW