Sheree - am hoping the absence of symptoms is not an indicator for you, sweetie. But understand your feelings of frustration... and yep way too early for hpt - so dont you touch it... have yourself another Caramello Koala instead!

Bee - hope the scan went well. Did your gonal does get upped?

Tam - am hoping the sore bbs are a good sign. Despite having four pessaries a day I never had the sore bbs, so fingers crossed for you.

Sue - thats great that they are going to be keeping you well informed and great news for others who are going to be requiring a donor if they have "recruited" several new donors.

Heather - hope AF gets to you soon - she never shows when she's wanted does she? ](*,) By the way - how smart are you with the PG 280 thing - I didnt get it either #-o

Well today was the first time I cried at the docs surgery - damn it! Wasnt happy about allowing myself to cry like that, but really couldnt control it. Am going ahead again... a few things will be different this cycle. Closer monitoring of prog levels straight after transfer. Will be staying on the 100ui of Provera. Doc says does not want to go lower as is a fine line between not being enough and being too much (for me) and lower levels at the start do not give all follies the potential to grow... apparently.

You'd think Id be totally happy to be back in the game again, but am not yet. Cant explain why - guess as each chance goes by its usual to lose hope a little..