It is a bit of the 'why me!'
I think it's a bit of working through the emotions that come with it.

I am actually getting the hang of being 'me' already. I plan on getting my body fit & healthy & lose a few extra kg before cycling again. It has sort of lost it's appeal after a year of TTC & not doing much for fear of it affecting my TTC.
I've just got Weight Watchers books off e-bay. Wish me luck!