The nurse even got th escientist to ring me cause they have no idea why the little buggers won't stick, as he said all of my levels are those you would see in a pg woman, except the HCG. He said of the 1 remaining bub on ice it would be useless transfering as the others didn't take. He thinks we should do another full stim ASAP, but hey another surprise IVF has gone up in price. We had to get a loan to start this all off, we can't afford another $10,000.
On another note, this GF at work, 20 yrs old been TTC since Jan this yr for #2 now 8 weeks pg, has started telling everyone at work about her wonderful news, like how much she is glowing, how she thought it would never work, it took soooooooo long for it to happen, and yes she knows all about my little trip down IVF lane. Yes I am very happy for her, but it feels like it is being rubbed in my face, but I just sit across from her and smile.
Anyway, I won't be hanging around here much anymore, DH and I have finally come to the end of our road, it just seems unfair that it comes down to money. This is our shattered dream.
I hope you all get to where you want to be, and to have what we all pray for. Also thank you to all of you that have kept me sane (you know who you are), whilst on this journey.
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