Firstly - WOOHOO Ann on jabbing yourself, all on your own Sweetheart! I know that is a big one for you (yeah, you big woos )....

Secondly - OMG about your supposed GF! Sounds like she is totally using you. That is SO irresponsible of her to start, by being 2 hours late, plus on top of that to then make up that cr@p about her not being able to do it because it woul ruin her career... blah blah blah. Its not like she is performing surgery on you for goodness sake. Absolutely you have every right to be upset - that is awful of her and that relationship seems to be all take and no give.

Heres to you being able to jab yourself again and again, getting easier each time (it really does actually). Hope you get a great result from this cycle, because you have done some of the stabbing... I wish I was closer to you, Id come around and do it for you...