Oooohhhhhh

[CarlaTTC]

I recieved a phone call from our ivf dr today and he asked me to pop in for a chat. so in i went on my own as dh is at work, and he has handed me over papers to get dh checked out for cancer since he has so many white blood cells in his sperm then i had to BEG the urology to get him seen as there in only one here. he just printed out tests then i had to BEG to get him in for scans with the mater as they are booked up for two months. thabk god there has been a cancelleation for tomorrow so dh is going to drive home (6 hours away) after he finishes work 6.30pm) to be here for his check at 8 am tomorrow morning. all we wanted was a baby and now it has turned into living hell. i am so stressed. i have had a migagrain and i think i may be starting to have a break down. i have noone to talk to and dont know what to do.